You ruined me, you ruined everything I wanted to be,
I'm scared everytime you are here,
I'm scared everytime you come near,
But I'm sure you love this fear..
I cry a lot because of you,
I cry a lot because of all the yelling that you do,
I cry because you hate me too..
And I can never believe you,
You lie to me all the time,
And that really hurts,
"It gets better" when it really gets worse.
I'm in control of my emotions,
And I'm strong, and I know..
that you are wrong.
I can wait.. two more years,
And then maybe.. I'll stop these tears.