What am I supposed to do when I can't seem to love me?
When the walls and sky seem to crash all around me,
And the sun and light seem to blacken,
And I can't escape my screams,
What am I supposed to do when I don't want to love me?
All the fighting and yelling I make myself go through,
Please tell me, what am I supposed to do?
If I could make myself I would, because I really know I should..
But the love I have for myself is no longer there,
I just began to not care,
I know I have people who do, that would stand by my side,
And fight for me too, who would give anything to hold my hand,
I just wish I gave a damn about me,
I don't know why every word I say is so depressing,
And I don't know why the hell I am so second guessing,
But what am I supposed to do when I do start loving me,
What do I do when I finally see..
Am I really who everyone says I'm supposed to be?
If so, then I shouldn't hate myself,
But I do, so tell me, what am I supposed to do?