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Tell me..What am I supposed to do?

Poetry By: MorganLitchfield

I don't know what I should do.

Submitted:Jul 13, 2012    Reads: 23    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

What am I supposed to do when I can't seem to love me?

When the walls and sky seem to crash all around me,

And the sun and light seem to blacken,

And I can't escape my screams,

What am I supposed to do when I don't want to love me?

All the fighting and yelling I make myself go through,

Please tell me, what am I supposed to do?

If I could make myself I would, because I really know I should..

But the love I have for myself is no longer there,

I just began to not care,

I know I have people who do, that would stand by my side,

And fight for me too, who would give anything to hold my hand,

I just wish I gave a damn about me,

I don't know why every word I say is so depressing,

And I don't know why the hell I am so second guessing,

But what am I supposed to do when I do start loving me,

What do I do when I finally see..

Am I really who everyone says I'm supposed to be?

If so, then I shouldn't hate myself,

But I do, so tell me, what am I supposed to do?


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