I guess I'll start off,
By saying that maybe the most emotional person in the world isn't me.
But I had thought that didn't matter to you, I mean,
I thought that you wouldn't at least treat me like trash.
Maybe it was stupid and naïve of me to think,
Maybe there was something special.
Maybe it's just my fault to think that happiness is a feeling that I could receive.
Tossed away, not being cared for,
It's all familiar to me, isn't it?
So why does it hurt so much,
When you ignore me?
Again, I'm not the most emotional person,
But I just thought that maybe, maybe,
I could be loved.
Not taught how, not shown how, but just,
Just once getting to know what it feels like.
Sometimes, I don't know, it seemed so real what was between us.
I loved you, and you said you loved me,
But I guess your care just made me forget that people lie.
That even the nicest of people, they still lie.
I guess my love wasn't strong enough,
And I guess the world keeps spinning 'round,
No matter what you do for attention,
You're still ignored.
I'll never be loved or cared for,
Only lied to.
Until I fade away, where I'm truly ignored.