His Dearly Beloved
To think, that there was nothing to cry over in the first place,
As there wasn't any love in this type of case,
Would be a hard idea for me to even imagine.
Because, it only happened, that I was happy.
Since you were the only person that would begin to ask me,
If I was okay. Or how was my day.
As it turned out,
The worst lie was that you told me you would stay.
Lessened solitude, as things became clear.
I was assured that everything would be alright,
Smothering my protests as you held me near.
Shout out only if you need to, cry on your shoulders when I need you;
Such reassurances were the only things I needed to hear.
Although, as we started to head down an even darker road,
The tables had finally begun to turn.
What lessons learned,
The passive, yet still attractive, look on your face became stern.
It seemed that loving you was the air I needed to breathe,
Only when my back was turned did you seethe.
At the thought of me, because I had started to love you so ridiculously.
Take me by the hand to make me understand,
For me to realize that you don't need me.
Simply, things had changed in a matter of mere seconds.
Leaving me empty-handed-
As you left me stranded.
Marooned, as I lost the one person I loved,
The one person I had,
The one thing in this world I coveted.
Leave me only,