Stuck in a world of disbelief, because of the actions that I have set into motion,
Cloaked in a dark world of anger and hate, as opposed to the love and hate of jealousy
Not many words can describe the torment of thoughts in my disturbed mind
Like a cut across a wrist, a cut has severed my heart in half, with fatal effects
I cannot believe in the thought of you ever finding the sense to be anything less than half of what you really are
Do you even have a soul? Because I can't comprehend why someone would want to break someone like this
But as I say those words, I know that I am lying.
I know what it's like to intentionally hurt people, the pleasure and adrenaline it brings to you
Again, like a cut across the wrist, I could end all this pain, with this time of the physical act
I cannot grasp the thought of ending this life without my brain suffering in physical torture-
Cursed by your words and the pain that you have deliberately caused,
Makes me realize how dimwitted I was, only because of your fabricated lies
I cannot be anything now, not without collapsing in the process
Like an addict of adrenaline, I promise to leave this world as I high and mighty as I can
But I cannot, for I just can't.