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I Have No Reason to Hate You.

I Have No Reason to Hate You.

It is true,

I don’t have a reason to hate you.

There’s no right mind, probable, logical reason for me to have such an amount of animosity directed towards you,

I mean after all, we are supposed to forgive and forget?

Should I just forget all the things you’ve said, the things you’ve done, and what your despicable personality is like?

After all, it’s not my fault that you’re stealing someone very dear from me,

That their attention somehow backtracks from me to you.

I should not hate you; I should hate them, should I?

But I don’t want to, I want to blame all of my problems on you.

How dare you interrupt this relationship that I’ve built, this trust that I’ve established with this “mutual” friend?

The fact that you think I’ll stand there idly while you swoop in, trying to be the hero,

Well, that idiotic, simpleton way of thinking merely makes me laugh.

I will fight tooth and nail, for you to be gone.

I will fight to the death for you to leave, leave everyone alone, forever.

But yes, I know that you are a nice, friendly person,

I know that I should not hate you, that I shouldn’t in the slightest,

And I also know how petty it is for me to feel this way; but I can’t change that.

Don’t act like you’re innocent, that you’ve done no wrong, because you have.

I hope you know just how much I love our “mutual” friend, and I am most certainly not going to let them go,

I will not let you win.

And yes, maybe this does not seem like a competition to you, but it is to me,

This is the game of love, where there are no rules or reasons for making certain actions,

Just as it goes back to the beginning, I have no reason to hate you, but I do.

I’m sorry for feeling that way, but I do,

And I’m not changing for you or for anyone else.

Back off now while you still have the chance.