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I Never Meant To...

I Never Meant To…

These are true confessions

Of the deep and twisting turmoil inside me.

If I could take these things back,

Then you know in your heart that I would.

Instead, we’re stuck in the present, thinking about the future,

When all we want is the present.

I never meant to mislead you.

It was harmless, the beginning, but then again,

Isn’t it always?

They all start out the same, but not ours.

Our start was love blossoming on wings and flying through the air.

But even the lightest of wings can fall.

I never meant to make you angry.

Anger; it’s such an easy feeling to emote.

But I know you’re not angry at me…,

Are you?

I never wanted you to be, and these are the confessions that I wanted to tell you.

But please, leave the anger and meet me in the middle,

Where I can be whole again with you.

And I never meant to lose you.

I would take everything back if I could.

To have you, back here, with me;

It would be the greatest thing in the world.

But I guess our wings were strong enough.

Even the lightest still fall.

In the end, I still never meant to

Hurt you, anger you,

And I never ever wanted to leave you.

Please forgive me and repair our wings,

So that one day,

We can fly again.