If You Ever Cared
They tell lies, they backstab, they say they'll take care of you
But what happens when they go against their word?
When they treat you like you're nothing, as if the time you spent together didn't mean anything?
They push you down and stomp on your back, crushing your spine and making you doubt yourself.
Buried deep in the ground with no sunlight, no hope,
It's where I belong.
I have no hope, no tears left, no cares or worries,
I just don't care anymore.
But these friends; they're ruthless.
They say they care, they say they want you to live, they don't want you gone…
Those are lies.
They always tell lies,
Because who would want this?
Who would love or care for me? Because I don't.
Not the least bit.
So, when you say that you care, that you're my friend,
I know that I'm just getting thrown to the side, as if I'm nothing.
And I finally realized; it's because I am nothing.
So thank you, for all of you fake friends out there, for making me realize the truth,
For making me realize that you were saving me from ever thinking that I was ever anything.
Thank you, "friends".