Pain Is My Heart

Pain Is My Heart

It’s tiring talking about feelings and love.

But it’s unbearable not to when you’re the only thing on my mind.

I shouldn’t be thinking of these things,

But I can’t control them. I can’t control these stupid feelings;

These feelings that don’t make any sense to me.

Why can’t I go back to myself, when I never had this problem about the word:

“love”.

It’s stupid, unneeded, it tears people apart!

Those three uttered words shouldn’t ever be said.

They complicate and cause problems for everyone around you.

Hearts are nothing but organs we need to survive.

Love is just a made up word that people made up for no good reason.

When you come around, these feelings just get stirred up inside me.

I need them to leave.

I need you to leave.

But I don’t want you to leave me.

I want you here, with me,

Where I can suffer with the pain in my heart.

Because you created it for me, and that makes it worth it.