If making it through this treacherous days,
These long days that seem like dark, terrifying nights,
If it means that I get to see you, all in all,
It makes it worth it.
It makes it worth to go living through hell, breathing in embers of rage and crying out tears and drowning in sorrow,
If it means that I get to see another end of the day complete with you,
It means everything to mean, more than anything and everything in this world.
When things seem rough for so long, when things don’t get any better,
I’m thankful to the heavens to have you there always by my side.
I’m thankful that you love me just as much as I love you to stay with me,
To protect and care for me, to be my savior, my one love.
And even though I thank every single day for you,
Even though my love grows for you immensely through each second,
Minute, and hour, I can’t help but be selfish,
And wish that we were more.
I can’t help but want and crave more of you, I want more love, I want more of everything,
When I have no right to ask for anything else.
Even with that aside, losing you would be the literal and physical downfall, the death of me.
I am nothing without you, just with you, I’m barely able to survive.
I can’t imagine life without you and your glorious love.
So please, you don’t have to love me just exactly like I love you, but maybe one day it will grow.
Maybe one day things will meld together finally, because I can’t imagine life without you,
So please, stay and love me.
Because I can’t bear to survive and take in another breath without you.