Been alone so long, it feels like somthings going wrong.
Expecially in my head, thoughts of being dead.
My noted reaction, has killed all compassion.
Released somthing inside of me, giving new ideas to see.
Happend with a chemical change, its very strange.
Possibly the chemical addiction, thats covered my life with suspention.
Reasons have no meaning, against a cold wall im leaning.
Afraid of what is, life having no meaning.