Been having trouble, with thoughts of yesterday.
Going off course, loosing my better way.
Destractions fall in my path, making me stumble.
Cant get back on track, watching my will crumble.
Just wanting to feel, in the way i lost.
Getting it back, no matter the cost.
For now im frozen, in the terror of reality.
Wont stay like this, its not meant to be.
Missing somthing, in my soul.
Theres nothing there, just a big hole.
Leaving peices of it, everywhere.
So much left behind, nothings there.
Gathering it in my mind, trying to recall.
All the good thoughts, i once felt and saw.
So faded in the past, nothings left pure.
Stuck in a closed space, without the cure.
My journey has come to this, a darkend end.
Lost my real self, and its hard to pretend.