I dont know what to call, such a miserable feeling.
Left in a position, that keeps me from dealing.
Trapt inside, walls of fate.
Left beside, to love and hate.
What should I expect, when everythings so wrong.
How can I last, when it burns for so long.
Terror buried in my heart, that shouldnt be beating.
If I only knew from the start, the demons id be meeting.
Freedom from all I want, and all I never had.
As my own mind starts to taunt, by saying im not sad.
Lessons of a lie, created on my own.
ONE DAY ill die, but hopfully not alone.