I dont know what to call, such a miserable feeling.

Left in a position, that keeps me from dealing.

Trapt inside, walls of fate.

Left beside, to love and hate.

What should I expect, when everythings so wrong.

How can I last, when it burns for so long.

Terror buried in my heart, that shouldnt be beating.

If I only knew from the start, the demons id be meeting.

Freedom from all I want, and all I never had.

As my own mind starts to taunt, by saying im not sad.

Lessons of a lie, created on my own.

ONE DAY ill die, but hopfully not alone.