Can this be my last try.
Will this be the one before I die.
Ive been torn up and down.
These drugs have spun me around.
It hurts to think and breath.
There is no way to leave.
Ive given up so many times its sad.
Traded the most important things ive had.
There is nothing left for me here.
Now all i do is worship fear.
Im always sick.
So many bad habits i cant kick.
I appreciate all the help ppl gave.
And im left wondering why my own life i cant save.