Myself is what i crave.
Listen to myself rave.
Im my own slave.
Edging without care to my fate.
Reasoning and reaction are out of date.
Slowying my own hell i create.
Used and sadly deprived.
Hearts slashed and knived.
No hope to be revived.
Havent a place to begin.
Mind and soul ravaged with sin.
Losing everything which was within.
Nothing but a dimming sight that was never true.
Never meant to act the way i do.
Never meant to act it towards you.
Living the way i shouldnt.
Restraining life so i couldnt.
Hiding far inside me so i wouldnt.