Too Late To Say

She always used to disturb me,

But her death irritates me more.

From now on, all my pains,

Where will I store?

The way, that I hated you;

You also hated me too.

But trust me, I never thought

This is what you'll do.

When the nights are darker,

And the pain comes to me;

Telling you, ''Just fuck off''

You don't know how happy I be.

Then when my heart is running wild,

And the success I almost reach;

I waited long to tell you this,

''I'm better than you, bitch.''

I felt a hurt, when you came up

And joked me over something.

But that's the reason behind my will,

I forced myself to win.

Tell me honey, tell me why

You left it all and go.

Don't tell me, it's all because

The way I hated you so.

No baby, I was truly wrong.

I always wanted you to stay.

But I know, that the time has gone

And it is just too late to say.