Only You

My dear,
Your words 
Open a wound
I thought was closed.

A heart I thought was repaired.
Flooding it with emotions
I knew were hidden away.
I knew that's where they'd stay.

For I loved you deeply,madly
My heart never wanted 
Anyone but you.
Anytime
Any place
Only you.

Alas, I turned and 
ran away to avoid
The lingering questions
Of what our love COULD be.

My heart will never feel
That intense, passionate 
Immensely erotic love
I had for you!

I search yet my 
Heart finds fault
With any encounter 
Any relationship.

So I keep searching
For that love
That emotion
That "YOU"