alone,
that is my life.

it has never been easy,
i can not do anything freely.

its as if im a prisoner,
living in this closed door.

i smile and i love,
but i end up failing.

i keep thinking,
about things that keeps on blinking.

im happy,
but i wonder if i really am..

when i laugh,
there is a sting of pain in my
mind and heart.

i wanted them
to know,
but too scared to do so

silence,
is what i do

wandered through the deepest darkness,
nothing was in there, except
for me

i wanted help,
but, noboy dared.

they don't care,
im still waiting.

i cried,
reminiscing if i ever did have
happiness.

it really hurts,
when ur happy, in love, sad.

i want to grow,
into the highest light.

to feel,
the emotions that i have to have.

somebody,
save me from
this pain.

i'll wait,
even if it takes
FOREVER.