entrappment

sometimes i feel like a fly caught in a spider's web
trying to stop this black widow from consuming me
sometimes i feel like a lunatic
not knowing i am losing my mind
at times i feel like a murderer
who people say have no soul
sometimes i feel like a prisoner
who is trapped in a jail cell
i think at times i am a wild animal
who is taken in captivtity
deeply wanting to run wild
a ghost i know i am
fading slowly away
memory realize i am
forgotten in everyone's minds
rotting in that prison cell
longing to be free
from the dark shadows of the past
a past in which i am trapped in forever