(hearing sobbing through a wall) all day she sobs
the first sound i hear when i wake up is her sobbing
my body feels burdened and hot
this how i begin my mornings
(crying and slamming) all day she throws tantrums
screaming and crying i know shes in pain
i know she suffering though i don't know why
for the the rest of the afternoon i see her sit down and waiting to die
her body is frail sick
freedom from around her is all i wish
(hearing Sobbing and someone praying for God through a wall ) She prays
She is always praying!
but to who? to what? sometimes i wonder
does he not hear her cries?
can he not see her decaying?!
Jesus Christ ! the sight of seeing your mother deteriorating
its soul fading
(breathing) watching her breathe
as child I watched her breathed not being able to think of a life without her
not ever thinking she would ever die
but honestly speaking
saying I want her to stay here
is a lie
i know she is in pain i know she suffering
its breaking my heart watching her die.
God look down and have mercy on her she prays to worship you
even though you ignore her
relieve her from her suffering an give her one more chance
so i can live one more happy well day with her again.