I am scared and unsecure.
That night keeps replaying in my head.
It keeps coming back and stays!
I want the endless pain to stop.
How does that make sense that it stays?
I want to be able to talk to someone about this, but with who? my Boyfriend? my Parents?
I dont know who but it keeps replaying in my head which makes me think of what my "lovely" sperm donar did to my mom, siblings, and me.
And this makes me think of my life in general and I hate to say this, but my life sucks!