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Moments by R Calligan

Poetry By: R Calligan
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"Moments" is one of many poems and flash fiction stories I've written describing my feelings and experiences working in senior living facilities. Many of those experiences were happy and joyous, even funny at times, yet some were gut wrenchingly sad. This one describes what I felt one day watching one of the residents sit by the front door waiting for someone to come visit them. Not knowing what they were really thinking, I imagined this whole ethereal sad experience, then smiled knowing it was entirely possible that instead they could've been wondering how to get an extra piece of cherry pie for supper.


Submitted:Apr 1, 2012    Reads: 15    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   


 

 

Moments

 

By the wheelchair wheel, a breeze blew by my feet today

As sweet and gentle as it came, it turned and blew away

A fleeting instant, a familiar scent

A lifetime of memories that came and went

In a single moment

 

Sun rays creep through the blinds and lay asleep upon the floor

And leaves come in that open door

And keep swirling and swirling

They too will blow afar one day

As do moments, those leaves blow away

 

Drifting through the years thoughts flee

Restless like leaves blowing in the winds of change

I find myself grabbing on, taking you with me

On these little trips my heart’s arranged

The royal caller came in to announce

The jelly faced princess in the mixed up gowns

So bubbly, so happy, with such innocent eyes

“Daddy you be the coachman and I... will be the cat!“ you said...

 

But when the breeze blew by

It captured that moment of you and I

You waving good bye…and I

The king of so little time

Driving off to work

 

Then too those toys and tea parties faded, and blew away

And so many years passed as if they were moments of a single day

Now 'tis “I” who waits

Like a puppy waits…like the old woman that waits

With such bated and hopeful eyes

By that door all day

 

And when it opens, raindrops like tears blow in

And everything starts swirling and swirling again

But they too will blow afar one day

As do these moments, those tears blow away

 

 

I miss you so

For I too am again a child in a tired old man

And I pleaded for your call as if into an old tin can…

With a string attached

Somehow a phone I’d made, with some hope and some memories I’d saved

There I pleaded till tears with it pressed to my ears

But the sweetness of your voice never came

 

 

This God awful longing never ceases

My puzzles have millions of pieces

Meticulously piled yet confused in my mind

And though none when I was young

Now there’s years I’ve become

Buried in time, time, and more time

 

I dropped the can, and the room went a ’blur

And tears made streaks of the street light’s light

And the night…fell silent

 

Oh God...may nothing change

It was beautiful… as it was

So short, so sweet

And in these moments we’ll forever meet

 

A door will open

A breeze will rush in

And like fall leaves, like voices in an old tin can

Like memories blowing into the winds of change

They’ll all blow afar one day

As do sad thoughts

Even those moments blow away

 

 

 

 





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