this euphoric feeling is blowing my mind,
drop into the void and I am sure to find
what I'm truly looking for.
my helplessness sucks me dry, so I,
stick around til the tear fades from my eye
and I find myself craving more.
the agony leaves me for a little while,
lifted up into the highest mile
taking nothing for granted.
won't be pushed around by the vile,
things come together and I crack a smile
feeling for once that I'm wanted.
portals appear and I dive into once again,
driving me to the wonderment
all is safe and secure.
I wanna laugh like it's never gonna end,
I begin a new life that's just pretend
that it's me and myself assured.