You threw it out.
you didnt think
you have nothing.
being alone.
by yourself.
walking in the rain.
in that split second.
you fucked up.
Was I blind?
did not realize it.
feeling dumb
what am I?
Nothing at this point.
Everything going by so fast.
blurry
watching that one drop of rain
disappear,
being face to face
I can't look me in the eye
no friendships
no hope
Becoming scared.
cause your falling faster than you thought ever possible
you never knew you would be here in a million years
keys becoming blurry.
words dissapearing
tears streaimng down the face
I made a fool of me.
you
them.
and what I use to stand for.
Worried where to go from here
cause you might go down further
not able to stop
I've never been so scared
I've never hated myself so much.
until now.
I so easily changed.
never thought I would.
Needing to find me.
But extremly scared,
the old me is gone.
and I wont be able to find her.
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