Awakening in a dream,
life's lessons in view,
for what have I become?
blind am I in the presence of you.
The dream haunts as I live day to day,
still blind to my destructive ways,
over my shoulder, I constantly peek,
others can see me crumbling an weak.
Eternal peace I seek,
an my life's in full view,
destruction of me others do foresee,
but my incineration is blind to thee,
Heavy weight is standing in rejoice,
in thy burden of choice,
life with no hope and depressed,
blinding serenity from thee I digress!