Even though, you're not here
I can still feel your presence near
With tears rolling down my face
I wish I could see you again
or erase the pain
of missing you everyday
Visions that haunt me
Temptations that taunt me
Will today be a good day?
Not having you by my side
Forces tears, I cannot hide
you hurt my pride
so much i could die
you played with my emotions
You left me sick and frozen
like Jordan on Nike , dicks and lotion
Nicki Minaj, Pills and Potions
My brain says no, but heart screams, devotion
We f**k, we leave, comeback, leave again
This endless cycle needs to end
and no we can't be friends
roller coaster lovers, with other lovers
flaws, brawls, and all
losers never win, summers' fling?
Nah, it was more than just a "thing".
Where can I begin?
Well, its authenticity at its finest
love at its kindest
It was romance, a love affair
Past, present, and future, life isn't fair
We created something far more than the physical
It was something spiritual, only a few can endure
but foolishly, we let it go, like waves by the shore
I'm finally closing the door
I promise, I won't give in to you anymore
I mourn for what could've been yours
and life is too short, to hold on to what's not yours
How can I forgive you ?
how can I try?
Words can't describe what I feel inside
I feel like a lunatic, all twisted and entwined
I'm losing my mind, help me unwind
Help me find, my piece of mind
My feelings were true
And you are the fool to leave them unused
But here I am the same fool as you
holding on to dreams that are not mutual
So now what can we do?
Too much time has passed to just undo
I'm in love with someone else and so are you.
I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
Like Lauryn and Badu
I guess I'll see you next lifetime
Or on planet Nibiru
I look in your eyes and yes I still do love you
Can't stop thinking of your touch.
It's more than a rush, more than lust
more than just a crush
Forever in my heart, until the dust