I can feel your presence in my brainIm against my window pane
With tears falling down the drain
I wish the rain will hide the pain
Its haunting me, taunting me temptations asking me to play
Will today be a good day?
Emotions that choke me
Visions that invoke thee day by day
Not having you by my side
Forces tears I cannot hide I pursued you, you gave in
But I can't help to think that it was all a sin
You left me sick played me like fiddles and sticks
Like Jordan on Nike, Kicks
We f**k, I leave, comeback, leave again
This endless cycle needs to end
and No! we can't just be friends
roller coaster lovers, with other lovers
flaws, brawls, and all losers never win
Nah, it was more than just a "thing"
Authenticity at its finest love at its kindest
It was romance, a love affair Past, present, and future life isn't fair
We created something far more than the physical
It was something spiritual, only a few can endure but foolishly ,
We let it brush ashore I won't give in to you anymore
I mourned the death of what could've been yours
But life is too short, to dwell on what's not yours
So many mistakes so many lies to give
How can I forgive? How can I live?
Words can only describe
And why after all this time
You want to be mine
I feel like a lunatic
Real crazy and intertwined Help me unwind ,
Help me find A piece of mind
In a world that's so unkind
My feelings were true
And you are the fool to leave them unused
Life goes on and I threw us away the day I left you
But here I am the same fool as you
Still loving a person that only knows how to abuse
Never showing, had me going, only for amuse?
Silly me, I've gotten it all confused
Good sex but, left my heart bruised
Lit the fire to the flame, but used an exhaust fuse
So now what can we do?
Too much time has passed to just undo
I'm in love with someone else and so are you.
I know what we got to do You let go and I'll let go too
Like lauryn and badu I guess I'll see you next lifetime
Or on planet Nibiru
I look in your eyes and yes I still do love you so much I can't stop thinking of your touch.
More than a rush, more than lust, more than just a crush Forever in my heart ,Until the dust