RealBrokenHeart: The Ex Factor

I can feel your presence in my brain

With tears falling down the drain

I wish the rain will hide the pain

Its haunting me, taunting me temptations asking me to play

Will today be a good day?

Emotions that choke me

Visions that invoke thee day by day

Not having you by my side

Forces tears I cannot hide I pursued you, you gave in

But I can't help to think that it was all a sin

You left me sick played me like fiddles and sticks

Like Jordan on Nike, Kicks

We f**k, I leave, comeback, leave again

This endless cycle needs to end

and No! we can't just be friends

roller coaster lovers, with other lovers

flaws, brawls, and all losers never win

Summers' fling?

Nah, it was more than just a "thing"

Authenticity at its finest love at its kindest

It was romance, a love affair Past, present, and future life isn't fair

We created something far more than the physical

It was something spiritual, only a few can endure but foolishly ,

We let it brush ashore I won't give in to you anymore

I mourned the death of what could've been yours

But life is too short, to dwell on what's not yours

So many mistakes so many lies to give

How can I forgive? How can I live?

Words can only describe

And why after all this time

You want to be mine

I feel like a lunatic

Real crazy and intertwined Help me unwind ,

Help me find A piece of mind

In a world that's so unkind

My feelings were true

And you are the fool to leave them unused

Life goes on and I threw us away the day I left you

But here I am the same fool as you

Still loving a person that only knows how to abuse

Never showing, had me going, only for amuse?

Silly me, I've gotten it all confused

Good sex but, left my heart bruised

Lit the fire to the flame, but used an exhaust fuse

So now what can we do?

Too much time has passed to just undo

I'm in love with someone else and so are you.

I know what we got to do You let go and I'll let go too

Like lauryn and badu I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Or on planet Nibiru

I look in your eyes and yes I still do love you so much I can't stop thinking of your touch.

More than a rush, more than lust, more than just a crush Forever in my heart ,Until the dust