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RealBrokenHeart: The Ex Factor

Poetry By: RealBrooklynheart
Poetry



This poem is the same as Reminiscing but I changed the words up a bit and it's a bit more graphical. This is the prime example of what happens when you start of as just "sex" and end up having feelings for that person. My friend on fb said " IF U CATCH FEELINGS AFTER FUCCIN....U SHOULDNT FUCC LMAO CONTROLLL THAT SHIT!!" ~Leo Tha Don. He couldn't have said it any better.


Submitted:Nov 23, 2012    Reads: 31    Comments: 1    Likes: 0   


Even though, you're not here

I can still feel your presence near

With tears rolling down my face

I wish I could see you again

or erase the pain

of missing you everyday

Visions that haunt me

Temptations that taunt me

Will today be a good day?

Not having you by my side

Forces tears, I cannot hide

you hurt my pride

so much i could die

you played with my emotions

You left me sick and frozen

like Jordan on Nike , dicks and lotion

Nicki Minaj, Pills and Potions

My brain says no, but heart screams, devotion

We f**k, we leave, comeback, leave again

This endless cycle needs to end

and no we can't be friends

roller coaster lovers, with other lovers

flaws, brawls, and all

losers never win, summers' fling?

Nah, it was more than just a "thing".

Where can I begin?

Well, its authenticity at its finest

love at its kindest

It was romance, a love affair

Past, present, and future, life isn't fair

We created something far more than the physical

It was something spiritual, only a few can endure

but foolishly, we let it go, like waves by the shore

I'm finally closing the door

I promise, I won't give in to you anymore

I mourn for what could've been yours

and life is too short, to hold on to what's not yours

How can I forgive you ?

how can I try?

Words can't describe what I feel inside

I feel like a lunatic, all twisted and entwined

I'm losing my mind, help me unwind

Help me find, my piece of mind

My feelings were true

And you are the fool to leave them unused

But here I am the same fool as you

holding on to dreams that are not mutual

So now what can we do?

Too much time has passed to just undo

I'm in love with someone else and so are you.

I know what we got to do

You let go and I'll let go too

Like Lauryn and Badu

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Or on planet Nibiru

I look in your eyes and yes I still do love you

Can't stop thinking of your touch.

It's more than a rush, more than lust

more than just a crush

Forever in my heart, until the dust





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