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RealBrokenHeart: The Ex Factor

Poetry By: RealBrooklynheart

This poem is the same as Reminiscing but I changed the words up a bit and it's a bit more graphical. This is the prime example of what happens when you start of as just "sex" and end up having feelings for that person. My friend on fb said " IF U CATCH FEELINGS AFTER FUCCIN....U SHOULDNT FUCC LMAO CONTROLLL THAT SHIT!!" ~Leo Tha Don. He couldn't have said it any better.

Submitted:Nov 23, 2012    Reads: 30    Comments: 1    Likes: 0   

I can feel your presence intoxicating my brain





and blood dripping down my viens

I Wish I could STOP the Pain

Visions that haunt me

Temptation that Taunts me

Will today be a good day?

These stagnant emotions are choking me everyday

Not having you by my side

Forces tears, I cannot hide

I pursued you, you gave in

But I can't help to think that it was all in sin

You left me sick played me like sticks

Like Jordan on Nike, Kicks

We f**k, I leave, comeback, leave again

This endless cycle needs to end

and No! we can't just be friends

roller coaster lovers, with other lovers

flaws, brawls, and all

losers never win

Summers' fling?

Nah, it was more than just a "thing"

Where can I begin?

Well, its

Authenticity at its finest

love at its kindest

It was romance, a love affair

Past, present, and future

life isn't fair

We created something far more than the physical

It was something spiritual, only a few can endure

but foolishly ,

We let it brush ashore

Im closing the door

I won't give in to you anymore

I mourned the death of what could've been yours

But life is too short, to dwell on what's not yours

So many mistakes so many lies to give

How can I forgive? How can I live?

Words can only describe

And why after all this time

You want to be mine

I feel like a lunatic


Like, I'm losing my mind

I'm all tangled up and intertwined

Help me unwind ,

Help me find

my piece of mind

In a world that's so unkind

My feelings were true

And you are the fool to leave them unused

Life goes on and I threw us away the day I left you

But here I am the same fool as you

Still loving a person that only knows how to abuse

Never showing, had me going, Was it all for amuse?

Silly me, I've gotten it all confused

Good sex but, left my heart bruised

Lit the fire to the flame, but used an exhaust fuse

So now what can we do?

Too much time has passed to just undo

I'm in love with someone else and so are you.

I know what we got to do

You let go and I'll let go too

Like lauryn and badu

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Or on planet Nibiru

I look in your eyes and yes I still do love you

so much I can't stop thinking of your touch.

It's more than a rush, more than lust, more than just a crush

Forever in my heart

Until the dust


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