Little one I miss you so as would a mother
These tears of mine continue to flow like a river
You cried out to me with your hands
But I was not able to withstand the pain of all the hurtful demands
Crying as I did this, I pushed you away
Not a day goes by that I don't wish to be where you used to play
I know that no matter where I look, you're nowhere here
The warmth of your small body is no longer near
My little angel, where are you?
All this sorrow, I'm through
Because of fate our meeting has to wait
Can you forgive me for losing?
Beloved, I never meant to be the one who left you crying
One day, when time chooses me I will embrace you with my love and show you what it feels like "to be"
Please, just wait a bit longer for me
To stay or to go, I will no longer ponder
But how are you now, I wonder?
Seeing you grow up into a man is forever not in my plans
I will never get the chance to see your many fans
Your first heartbreak, I shall never be able to help you feel
For you no longer are in this world so you cannot heal
My heart breaks
Wherever I go, to where you were, it aches
This pressure, this fake smile, this empty void
The mistake I made then I wish I could avoid
I can't take this regret anymore, I want to be free
The past, I don't want it
A flame of misfortune has been lit
Soon it will consume all
The first step I take will lead me to my last fall