My beloved little One...

Little one I miss you so as would a mother

These tears of mine continue to flow like a river

You cried out to me with your hands

But I was not able to withstand the pain of all the hurtful demands

Crying as I did this, I pushed you away

Not a day goes by that I don't wish to be where you used to play

I know that no matter where I look, you're nowhere here

The warmth of your small body is no longer near

My little angel, where are you?

All this sorrow, I'm through

Because of fate our meeting has to wait

Can you forgive me for losing?

Beloved, I never meant to be the one who left you crying

One day, when time chooses me I will embrace you with my love and show you what it feels like "to be"

Please, just wait a bit longer for me

To stay or to go, I will no longer ponder

But how are you now, I wonder?

Seeing you grow up into a man is forever not in my plans

I will never get the chance to see your many fans

Your first heartbreak, I shall never be able to help you feel

For you no longer are in this world so you cannot heal

My heart breaks

Wherever I go, to where you were, it aches

This pressure, this fake smile, this empty void

The mistake I made then I wish I could avoid

Forgive me

I can't take this regret anymore, I want to be free

The past, I don't want it

A flame of misfortune has been lit

Soon it will consume all

The first step I take will lead me to my last fall