My Hidden Mind
I hide myself in my room,
Where no one else can hear my thoughts.
I blare my music so no one can hear my pacing.
i think to myself...
Am I not good enough?
Not skinny enough?
What have i done to deserve all this....?
I feel so alone,
I feel so distant...
They say I can go to them with anything,
But I know I can't.
They don't understand my misery and how I feel,
They just don't get it!
My mother will come in later with a smile on and imform me,
"Our show's on in five minutes."
She expects me to have forgiven her already.
So i Smile Through the Pain..................