What I'm Asking You For ...

I need support, I need people to

tell me kind things like "You inspire

me" or "You're pretty" or even "You're

the best friend I've ever had".

Sounds egocentric, but 7 years has

led me to desperate measures. What

else can I do? Get through it by myself?

Tried that but it never really worked.

I've had therapy, antidepressants, tests

and more tests, and I know what's wrong

with me. I have depression and AS, and I

need your help to get better.

So take some time to tell me something

nice. Tell me if you think I'm pretty, tell me

if you think I inspire you, tell me if you think

I'm a great friend ... just tell me.

I'm not asking because I'm arrogant or

need my head inflating. I'm asking because,

after 7 years, this is the only way I can think

of that will make me get better.