How Do I?

How Do I?

You ignore me like I'm nothing

I might not ever be anything more

than what you said to me

But can't you see?

Can't you see that

I am sorry?

Can't you see that

I am lonely?

Can't you see that

I am not me?

How can I tell you that

I'm not crazy?

How can I tell you that

I'm not that girl

who destroyed your world

How can I face you

when I'm not sure anymore?

I watched as you walked away

tears were streaming down my face

But you just didn't see them before you turned

and placed me behind like yesterday

you don't even remember my name

How can I say that

I'm not holy?

How can I say that

I'm your one and only?

When I distroyed

everything between our feet

How can I say that

you're my best friend?

How can I say that

our friendship has

come to an end?

I'm not anything more than

what you've left me for

But please don't let 

our love out the door

I know I'll never

compare to her

I know I'll never

be like her

And I know I'll never

get to say these words;

How can I move on

if I don't know where to begin?

How can I move on

if you're the only one

who knows how to

make my heart mend?

How can I move on

if you're the only one

that I'll think of

until the end?