... Until she left the Earth

When she wanted to commit suicide

She called me

And I told her to stay

Wait for me

Lay in bed

And just dream

When she was addicted

She called me

I told her to stay in bed

Just dream

And wait for me

When she was scared

She called me

And I told her

To just dream

I’ll wait and watch

When you sleep

To protect and comfort, always

When her wrists were bloody

She called me

And I told her to dream

Lay in bed

Wait for me

And we cried together

I held her in my arms

And whispered, “I’ll always be there,” in her ear

But one day

She died in a car crash

I did not lay in bed

I did not dream

I did not cry

My heart was broken

And I slashed my fucking wrists

Because all I wanted was to die.