Love goes away from heart

I was in love after becoming friend and sharing thoughts,

We met after one year, first time i saw my love,

But I was not attracted towards you, you gave me lecture that i should never fall in love with you.

I didn't tell you about my love, After 2years I came to you.

We met and met again and again,

You loved me, you treated like a lover, you always ready to meet me.

But when i asked what you feel for me, You said comfort lever.

I told you truth about my cancer and my feelings.

First time I proposed to you on call, I love you.

But you stopped talking me, stopped meeting me.

You changed after knowing my sickness,

When i needed you the most, you left me after giving a lecture.

You stopped doing care for me, you forgot me, our friendship.

I came to you, to meet your friend and i saw you.

But you ignored me, you didn't say hi.

I hurted, you suddenly used your cell phone and turned to other side.

I waited for your true feelings, but can't change.

You can only hurt me.

We went in lift and you didn't look at me once.

You as usual staring to an unknown girl, My heart was beating too fast.

Heart was crying,saying please say once that you love me.

Stop looking to that girl, please look at me once.

How do i look, weaker, waiting for you.

But you didn't and i ran away from you..

I am runing but this heart still waiting for you.

Please reply what i do to forget you, where i should go??

I need answer.. my love is going away from my heart.