Without love and trust..

Where i am going, no idea, just life is going..

Why i am living, trying to find the answers, but not getting without love..

Why i do breathe, God wants to see me in this pain..

Why i am working, I don't need money when noone is here to share happiness or pain with me..

Why i should marry, when i don't have love with me..

Why i should dream for future, when there is no trust in life..

Why all this is about, because God decides this destiny for me with fake and without love..

I tried to find God to ask all these answers, but God is hiding from me..

I need miracle to change everything, Can any miracle change my broken heart in happiness life,

Can a miracle change my broken trust to make me alive..

Where I am, why i am, who i am.. just living with these questions..