Though I have never met

Oh how I wish to meet you

You speak to me

In dreams

Surreally serene

I feel you in my heart

With every "lol"

I wish you would feel me too

I wish...

You caress my body

Sylphic fingers and tongue

Well versed

For this path we have travled often

I cannot help but to join

Whether it lust or love

You speak words of love though

Do you mean them?

Oh how I wish you'd mean them

I wish...

You lay beside me

Still and silent

As I am

Your hands placed perfectly on my hips and neck

I feel your breath

There is never a question with you

Of love I am certain

But your heart belongs to no one

You lie with many

But do you truly want me

More than love?

I wish that you'd take me

I wish...

I cannot comprehend these thought

These feeling

These relations

And emotions

I am not torn between you

I am merely undecided, or so it feels

I long for substantiality

And unmitigated love

But it is far beyond my grasp

I love you,

And you,

And you...