So many nights I just sit down and cry. I ask the Lord to take me
to the sky. I know it sounds as though I am running from the fears
I have inside. Yet by all the rules of life I do abide. Although it
is never easy, it is not all that rough. Inside I just feel that I
can no longer be that tough. To fight the pain and hide the hurt is
nothing more I can stand. Sometimes I just wish He'd take me to
another land. A land where there is nothing but happiness and joy.
A place where there is that old fairy tale of girl meets boy. Life
ever after is something I see. Sometimes I wish it would happen to
me. Don't let me scare you by speaking this way. I know if I had
the chance, I would most likely stay. Often it feels that there is
nowhere to turn. I guess we just all have to live and have to
learn. I just want you to know that I love you so. There may just
come a time that I really have to go. Just remember the laughter
and the dreams that we shared. No matter what happens, I will
remember you cared. I must face each new day as if it were my last.
I have to just put this life as I know it all in the past. Please
don't hate me for speaking like this. You will feel all the love in
our last kiss. Don't be afraid to just let me go. We will meet
again...all in time.
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