My love, my life, my ending silence

Oh love, 

What love,

he see's me as a beauty,

I am a gem.

Oh days, 

what days, 

we stay in bed all day and make love, 

I am his queen.

Oh nights,

what nights,

we argue over little things,

I am a bitch.

Oh months, 

what months,

I am confined to the house because I am bruised,

I deserved it

Oh minutes,

what minutes,

he says he's sorry and he won't hit me again,

I am safe

Oh hours,

what hours,

he forces himself inside me while I scream and beg him to stop,

I can't say no

oh life,

what life,

this is no life for me to live and no way for me to survive,

I am strong.

oh thought,

what thought,

no more of this because I can do better for myself

I am leaving

oh time,

what time,

if only I would have left long ago,

I can't leave

oh pain,

what pain,

this pain from the beating is getting worse and he won't stop now,

I am numb

Oh end,

what end,

his eyes are gleaming in madness as he hacks at me with this knife,

I can feel it all

Oh sadness,

what sadness,

my mother cries as she buries her daughter 

I was innocent 

Oh eternity,

what eternity,

he's rotting in a cell in a dark dank prison,

I was avenged, too bad it was too late.