Engulfed

   Without a touch, or a look.
   You engulf me completely.

   You just set, my soul ablaze.

   So let me know, April.
   How can I tell you, it is no game to me.

   Even though it is, such a foreign way of feeling.
   I know that it is, not some phase.

   Why is it so hard, to tell you all,
   I want to say?

   I am a woman, and yet I have
   No words that can justifiably speak
   Of how I feel.

   I know the words are there, stuck in my heart,
   But, your wall is so big, so scary.

   Not sure words will, ever be enough,
   To ever make it real.

   So let me in, April.
   Silence ponder all, I try to supress.

   And deep inside, I know it will all,
   Vanish rapidly with love's first caress.

                / F /