I remember when i was a little
I looked at the world for what it
But i never wanted to believe
I just thought everything was
supposed to be like love
amazing and beautiful and way more
different then life itself.
I let my imagination take over my
thought process, eye sight, and hearing just so i can sculpt the
world the way i wanted.
Love was and i believe it always
will be my way of seeing the world even at the age of 50
Even when things go bad to the
point of suicide.
But I'll never do it because I'm
scared of the thought of me not seeing things as love
The way i want my life to stay.
It's definition can mean a million just like the word Fearless
can be worded in a good or a bad way.
I know i brought up suicide and I'm
absolutely positive that everyone in the world has thought about
Not everyone thinks about it
towards them self, but it's still in their minds.
Just like sex has always crossed a
Just like the way we look crosses a
Just like it's in my mind when i
say "hey.... My life is turning into shit"
But then i think of Love.
The thing that makes the world look
so amazing. Fresh. New.
The thing that makes me see
everything the way it's supposed to be.
Not giving a damn if i got robbed
on this day or the next.
Not giving a damn if i ever got
into an accident and almost died.
But as long as I'm still
Then I'll always have my
The thing that has always kept a
The one thing that has kept me up
and awake to say "Pfft. No problem. I'm good enough i can do
Cause that old saying "When life
kicks you down, get up and look life straight in the eye and say
you hit like a..."
Bitches always tell me "Love is
Or "Love is stupid."
And tell me to give up.
There's no reason to give up when i
know at the end of this race, Even when i win or lose i can
always have love.
Imagination to keep me going for
what i believe in.
And when people tell me that life
I look at them and scoff because my
imagination blinds me.
And i don't mind.
I have and will always see the most
horrifying shit in this world.
But nothing can beat the number one
thing that was meant for the people on this world... This
Nothing can beat the beauty that
compliments everyone's life.
And that beauty is.....