its ok that you hate me

Dad it’s ok that you hate me…

Because I hate myself too

I know I’m not pretty

Or smart in any way

Dad I know you don’t love me

Because I don’t love me too

I know I’m not what you wanted

Nor can I compare

Dad I know why you hurt me

Because I hurt myself too

Your angry dad

I know because I am too

I’m angry because I love you

And you won’t love me too

Dad I hate me because you hate me

I hurt myself so you won’t have to

I want what other daddy’s and daughters have

But I know that dream won’t come true

For now daddy I will tell you that I love you

And I hope one day you will too