Lonlieness

Lonlieness

Alone in this cold harsh room

I sit and stare at my reflection

I see that spot I’ve been trying not to pick

I see big dark eyes from lack of sleep

I see the bed freshly made supposed to be inviting

Too big for just me but you’re not here

The lonlieness so palpable I can almost touch it

Lonlieness enveloping me it’s cold shade of blue

Pulling me into its dark depressing void

But you’re not here to keep me company

I don’t like being away from you

I look out of the window at the darkness

I don’t feel comforted by the warm glow inside

I’m lonely, so lonely, longing for you

To put your arms around me and love me

Words cannot express the emptiness I feel

Without you close I am only half a person

Only half a heart beating in my chest

Your love makes me whole, makes me secure

No comfort to be found except in your arms

Until I am home again and wrapped up in your arms

I miss you, I am so lonely