There are times of peace and there are times of pain. Without her here I feel so stuck. My mind is lost in thought and my soul feels like muck. My body is just a shell holding in all my pain, if you could see inside, you would see my heart's been slain. Find me now I pray, that all my be okay. If she takes me back, I know that she will stay. Actions and emotions seem to be the same and if tonight I sleep, I'll know an angel came. Why is it so hard to accept the fateful facts, when all she says to me, she tells me to relax. How can I relax when all I feel is pain and when will she realize that this won't help her gain. I know that I have faults and I accept my weakness, but what if she never gives me my forgiveness. How will I go on with out her precious love and how far will I fall when I'm not floating like a dove.