Too beautiful to be true

What trust

I wander where you are

Scarred to let go and listen to you

Of the things that you tell me you do

I need to have control

A freak I become

You are popular with your beauty

Inner insecurities arise within myself

They all want your smooth skin

I cannot contain myself

There are no expressions of trust in me

I am the last on the list

You’ll run off on me

And leave me helpless

To lie down alone

There is no trust and there is no excuse

Once a cheater always a cheater

You have been that way before

I am a hypocrite when it comes to you

I cannot trust your beauty

And your voluptuous body

Your curves leave them headless

Breathless and horny

They all want your sexy body

Trusting horny males unseen

Anger takes over as I visualise

Your unfaith ness

Images flood my mind

Frustrated I get

I want to trust you I try to

But you are too beautiful to be true

Paranoia takes me over