Emptiness creeps inside,
Through the windows,
Through the blinds
Through the eyes of the unknown,
Unsure of where to go.
The buzz of hushed flourescence
Floods ears of deaf transcendence
And dependence on this substance
Is more than just a mere reluctance
To let go of something I'm holding on too tightly.
And the feeling's so familiar
And yet, you see, I'm still here
Because I just can't deal, dear,
With all these fears I feel here
So I let euphoria unfold behind my eyes,
Behind my lies,
And watch the sunrise surprise you with its nightly disguise
And the moon's demise will come ever so slowly.
My heartline runs flat an in this moment of utter oblivion I am lost, but found.
I am floating, but sinking in search of higher ground
And some profound meaning of the life I was leading,
But now desperately trying to leave behind.
Before this night,
Before I closed my eyes,
I was blind to see that in front of me lies
Nothing but lies and love,
And love and lust,
And lust but no trust, my love.