You make my life like crap
And yet you don't do that
So now you're gonna make it
How? I ask, but you will figure it
You always seem to make me get
lower into the ground
Nobody loves you, yeah right. They
side with you
Oh how could he hit you? He doesn't
do a thing like that
Yeah right, I'm just saying
I already don't wanna wake up in
'Cause I know she sides with him,
and they make me feel like crap
Ah, I should just give up
He won't stop until he gets what he
I don't feel safe around him
But how come? He does no wrong.
That is just bull!
Yeah, so these tears are fake! I
must be a good actress then!
I fake it when my friends
What can they do? Beat him up? Then
he'll get me when they're gone!
I mean come on who can save
I can't fight back, it'll get
Why my life does have to be like
crap when I'm hitting the amazing years of teenage years?!
He does it to get me down, and it
I don't smile anymore
I can't do anything anymore
Without hearing his hateful
And no matter how hard I try
I can't block him out; they just
hurt me even more than his fists!
But sure, I'm a drama queen, a
I'm making this up, and I'm sure
she is too
When she saw him do it
But go ahead believe him
And when I'm gone, you know
I shouldn't let him get to
I shouldn't be crying on the
I shouldn't be beating up my
I shouldn't think about killing
And yet I still do; he has finally
gotten the best of me!
I have been working so hard
To build up a wall to block
And when I succeed to do it
He tears it down within
So why bother anymore?!
He will always take my
The words he says are true
I let them stink in, to the point
where I believe him
What happen to the girl who was a
fighter and a believer?
Well that girl got scared and took
Why can't I be brave?
Because he beat that out of
The only thing that could protect
Is gone, and I can't get him
So why hide? When he's only gonna
I give up this time I mean
I'm giving in to him
I'm a liar so I don't get
And yet he's the lair!
But he lies so good they don't
Why can't I be popular? Where I can
block him out?
Why don't I have faith and stand up
Why don't I tell him to shut
Why don't I just ignore him and go
on with my life?
Because there isn't no way, he'll
always ruin my life!
Are you happy?
I have nothing to live for!
You destroyed everything!
My will to live, my will to be
You actually win! I won't fight
I mean will my cat protect
No he's lost his ninja
He's scared of him too!
And the only one who would protect
We had to get rid of! And man he
was gonna save me!