That I don’t understand any of this
I’m faking a smile
I’m all confused
So torn up inside
My heart is screaming from pain
I’m tired of caring
But yet I have to care
I feel like I’m part of the cause
If I would of tried to stop it
None of this would have happened
I blame myself for this
Even though I don’t know how
But I just do
If you only knew
How much is going on in my mind
I don’t want to cry
But I can’t do anything else
I want to blame you for this
But I just blame myself
When I haven’t done anything
It hurts inside
But how do I explain it to one of ya’ll?
Would ya’ll call me Miss Drama queen?
So why take the chance?
I’ll fake my smile
And say that I understand it all
When there is so much that I don’t get
I feel lost and unloved
Like I’m heart-broken
But I never got hurt!
This is to much!
I can’t handle it!
Just take it away
I want to be a little kid, so that way I can be hugged and told it will be okay
But if you only knew!
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