I'm just a walking Zombie

My body is numb and so is my mind

I couldn’t take it anymore

So I just completely shut down

Yeah, I may still be walking and talking

But am I the person I was a year ago?

Not really, I was actually happy

My smiles weren’t fake, they were 100% real

I could be myself and not worry

Now I gotta worry about what people will say or do

So I go numb and try to block them out

I’m here but not really

My inner-self isn’t here

My mind and heart is gone

My heart is destroyed into millions of pieces

And my mind just isn’t there

I’m walking around like everything is fine

And yet I can’t feel anything

I’m walking around like a zombie

I don’t care for anything, I don’t wanna go anywhere

I wanna stay at home and be hollow

Hear that? I didn’t there is nothing up in my mind

No emotions are working clearly

I just blocked them all out

I shouldn’t live like this!

I’m 15 years old, I should be enjoying life

Crushing on guys, instead of feeling crushed

That is it, I’m done.

I’m not gonna sit here and be defeated

I will get my life back

I will be the person I use to be; the happy gir!