My body is numb and so is my mind
I couldn’t take it anymore
So I just completely shut down
Yeah, I may still be walking and talking
But am I the person I was a year ago?
Not really, I was actually happy
My smiles weren’t fake, they were 100% real
I could be myself and not worry
Now I gotta worry about what people will say or do
So I go numb and try to block them out
I’m here but not really
My inner-self isn’t here
My mind and heart is gone
My heart is destroyed into millions of pieces
And my mind just isn’t there
I’m walking around like everything is fine
And yet I can’t feel anything
I’m walking around like a zombie
I don’t care for anything, I don’t wanna go anywhere
I wanna stay at home and be hollow
Hear that? I didn’t there is nothing up in my mind
No emotions are working clearly
I just blocked them all out
I shouldn’t live like this!
I’m 15 years old, I should be enjoying life
Crushing on guys, instead of feeling crushed
That is it, I’m done.
I’m not gonna sit here and be defeated
I will get my life back
I will be the person I use to be; the happy gir!