They won’t leave my mind
And when my day is tough they get even stronger
I try to push them out but I can’t
They keep fighting back
They’re to strong for me
When he make my day worst
They come in my mind even bolder
If I listened to them
Then I wouldn’t deal with this mess
But is it really worth it?
So many thoughts of how and when
Are in my head
The items I need are everywhere
Yet I can’t seem to do it
Is that a good thing?
They keep whispering in my ear
“Nobody loves you, go ahead kill yourself”
I wanna listen, but something tell me not to
I don’t wanna live anymore
But yet I do!
Why don’t I push them out?
Them tell I don’t want to
Maybe I kinda do
But because they make life harder
Isn’t that what is suppose to?
I run fast
To block those words out of my head
I have two purposes to live
My cat and my love of writing
Other than that I’m already dead