I’m hurt inside and out
I knew this day would come
Talking about it don’t come easy
But when I’m ready I’ll talk
Just be prepare for it
It will shock ya’ll
I like to keep it bottle up
Maybe because ya’ll don’t fully listen
Or understand it all
Who knows? Only ya’ll
I’m confused and lost
I feel un-wanted and un-loved
I don’t understand anything
No matter how hard I try to
The picture isn’t crystal clear
Maybe I’ll understand
And ya’ll will understand me
I’m waiting for that day to come
But for right now I’m clueless
Stuck in a bubble it feels like
Even if it not true
I just want someone to explain it
But how do I explain myself?
Where ya’ll would get me?
Or just blow me off, to make it easier
I don’t want to hide my feelings
I want to talk about them
And what is going on in my mind
Since ya’ll are probably wondering about it
When ya’ll are ready to talk or listen I’ll open up
Until then this mouth is close
My thoughts will stay in my brain
I’d still be confused
And lost, even though I know ya’ll love me
It just then why let him hurt me? And believe all of his lies.
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