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Not my best work but this was my first big poem that I kept with meaning.
It's about losing the only one who showed me more to life.
She didn't want me anymore and I didn't fight hard enough to keep her. She will always be my princess though.

Submitted:Sep 23, 2013    Reads: 3    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

I don't even know where to begin.
That's the rut that I'm in.
I can barely write because the tears blur me.
I can barely breathe because my air left me.
You never once steered me wrong.
With you, I know I belong.
When I finally knew that this was the end,
I knew my heart break couldn't mend.
How do you expect me to keep the memories,
If I can't have you, the real thing?
And the thought kills me inside
That one day, you'll be just fine
Without me by your side.
That morning I woke up with tears in my eyes.
I won't bare to see you with those other guys.
I need to to stop listening to all of his lies...
My princess you never understood my lines...
My princess, you never understood my lines!!!
My princess... You never understood my lines...
A broken face is a broken life
And my broken heart cut by the knife
Of insanity
Brought upon me
Ever since you left me,
My darling.
I gave up my black past for the future I saw in you. Saw in us!
While I took the bus
To the city built with rust.
Understand that I miss
The memories of you and me, miss.
And I see the girls that I'm attracted to, but a kiss
Would be too much.
They don't want me anyways, not like you do...
Or... Did...
4 months are gone now,
4 long months since we steered down the tracks you laid!
I helped you put them there without realizing the outcome.
How come, I can't have true love!?
Why me!? I cry.
Why this sickening night
I decide to die
And walk with the lonely as their leader tonight?
I pray and pray that we will be together again,
And it will be like the TV shows I watched as a kid,
Where I'm the main character and you're the girl I couldn't hold on to...
God, I need you...
I need her...
While the rest take your name in vain,
I call to you for help today.
Oh my God, please make it go away
Go away this damaged state of mind.
My my my... Aren't you so kind?
But all I hear are lies spitting out from your tongue, so "Devine".
But no thanks I think I'll just lie
On my bed of concrete
In the street
While the cars approach and the tires screech.
And then I wake up to something sweet and stand straight to my feet...
A sound so bright
And an extremely loud sight.
There stood a savior and a king.
The king looked at me and said, "Welcome home...
But now, it's not your time
Please go back there my son, and fulfill mine."


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