Imagine, me.

Imagine.
The man of your dreams... So perfect in all his ways! Voice like the deep grumbling of the waves, eyes like the quiet, still tide pools that retain the water of those waves. His laugh is like bells, happily ringing through echoing quiet. His smile is like the tickling breeze; gentle and refreshing. You see his miraculous face for the first time and right then and there, you alone know that you are lost to that face, that voice, those eyes, that melodious laugh; that smile!

Imagine.
His kind soul. Forgiving heart and gentle ways. You spit and hiss like an angry serpent, but you find that he is not provoked! Infact, he is ever sweeter, ever loving, ever kind, and most of all, ever perfect!

Imagine.
Your relationship. It's nothing at first. Both of you are merely aquaintances, not even close to being friends. But then, somehow, as if by fate, your relationship starts to bud like a sweet rose in the aurora of morning. Pretty soon, your relationship has become effortless; easy almost or tireless. You again find more of your heart painfully slipping into his strong unknowing hands...

Imagine.
This greek-like 'god' coming to you with conversation... Coming to YOU after nothing you've done to encourage this decision! Your mind sends a signal to your already fragile, wasted heart to go; hand over another deposit to those still strong unknowing hands.

Imagine.
This 'god' not only striking up conversation but even placing his body right next to yours so that the conversation that HE brought up will be more comfortable!

Imagine.
He finally is sitting with you; as comfortably as a baby in a crib. He shows that he is no longer uncomfortable with your relationship, but that he has embraced it in a way...

Oh, Imagine.
The heart soaring like a dove! Singing those wonderful words, I LOVE HIM!

Imagine.
The heartbreak. The cold. The pain. And oh, the ever abounding anger that you can feel surging through your body; running it's course, yes even down to your toes... That heart, YOUR heart which was once so full and overflowing with joy about your love for him, is now being crushed by those very words! For he does not love you in return! And what of the heart? The vital organ that you so hoped with, so longed with, is now being crushed, it seems, by his very own foot. It digs into the ground deeper and deeper and a shock of agony, pain sadnes, fear, hurt, anger and even some feelings of affection quickly rush into your body, mind, heart; soul. How do you live? No, how do you live without him? All the wonderful and beautiful memories will just fade into the deepest parts of your heart! How will you survive?

Imagine, me.